I believe in past lives. I do! How else could you possibly explain mydesire to submit to the neighborhood girls when I was only 7 or 8? Howelse do yo...u explain thoughts in my head at age 12 or 13 I should get onhormones now, when I knew nothing about such things? Yes I have been aslave before. I have found comfort there like many of you. It is where Ifeel the best, like many of you! But we all feel the pressure ofsociety, and the desire to run back to what to the media and the worldtells us. ."Trembling, I thought of those big, tough guys at school. Bill. Bob.Steve. Arnie. Martin."Oh, but I DO...!"-+-I had just finished putting on my makeup when I heard a noise. Iturned around...there was my wife!"Oh. Hi" was all she said."Honey, I can explain everything...," I began, but she had alreadyleft the room.For the rest of the day she didn't say anything about what she hadseen. Over dinner wouldn't talk about anything but the squabble thathad aborted her Saturday afternoon bridge. As well as lack of sleep Master had not allowed me to eat anything and I felt weak as I knelt listening to Master chat” How the fuck do you do it man? James laughed. He was looking down at me at Master's side Master stroked my face. “ Got an eye for the white boi “ he chuckled“ The last one was good but this one leaves her standing” said James” Big difference man” said Master “ This one has accepted her fate. The last bitch was always looking to run. I am sure that in the near future the hobble. You guys were talking and all almost every day but it seems like it kind of fell off. You haven't said anything but I just wanted to make sure nothing was wrong." "Yeah, everything's fine." Ryan blinked. "Wait, you think something's wrong because we're not talking every day?" "No, no. I was just wondering." "Well, I mean, it's fine. I think. It's just that we've been busy and so has he. With the games and the shows the same nights sometimes it's hard to find time to talk. Plus we're traveling.