I had to decide whether I wanted it or not. Billy became the center of my life from day one.” She said the last with a very different kind of smile ...on her face. In some ways that smile warned me that the rest of her tale was going to be painful for us both.“Billy’s father was too busy with the revolution to be involved with Billy. He also got into drugs after I left the cell. When Billy was three, he died from an overdose. He never came to see Billy, nonetheless I wanted Billy to know that I. It was three months ago when Jen arrived totally unannounced and walked into Trinas bedroom. That moment changed their lives forever. She could see her husbands back face down on the tiny bed and two skinny legs with garters, hose, and three inch heels splayed out beside him. That and two thin, tanned arms and hands that came nowhere close to encircling his sweaty back was all she could see of the child dwarfed below his pumping ass.Rather then the disgust that should have enveloped any normal. The consensus was Beulah was not having an affair, even one with a woman. The women all seemed bored with their relationships and some of them were having an affair but every time they told Beulah how exciting one was and how great the sex was she changed the subject or moved to another conversation. She just did not seem interested in sex unless it was vicariously. She loved to talk about other people's affairs if they were rich or famous and she got totally starry eyed over her romance novels. No sir!" Who are you talking to, Jeff?" his roommate asked."Look at this, Randy. Look what was in the envelope." Are you kidding me? That's a hundred grand!" It's not going to happen. I'm going to Chicago this weekend and giving it back. I don't want money from them -- I wanted her, but she's gone and I sure don't want to even equate anything to the time that I spent with her."He called her from his car as he approached Chicago. "Mrs. Dickinson, this is Jeff Myerly. I'm in Chicago this weekend.