As long as my private life remained private I was happy and content. "Have you been there?" I asked. "Went down there last month to check it out. Nic...e place, too. You have your own place, very private and no one intrudes on your space unless you invite them. There are many nice men down there, too. I've made friends with several of them and I think you'd like it, too. Want to go down there with me tomorrow afternoon? I'm meeting Rob and several friends around 1 tomorrow and he asked me to. Devastating me. At these times I struggle to talk or move or I knocked his hand away: *You shouldve fucked her while you had the chance Gavin.* (Heart going like mad. This could be it.) *Eh?* *I said you shouldve just gone ahead and shagged that wee tart.* He was stunned. *Just like you shagged Leanne Nesbit last year and fuck-knows who else since then.* I was determined not to cry in front of him. *What are you saying?* *Were finished Gavin. Its over.* The tears already rolling in hot. Bath area and commode (loo area ) is attached together only curtain is there as partition.I had planned to enter toilet. I knock the door and called mom to open the door. She said wait for 10 min and I just started bath. I said no mom I can’t control I am getting stomach ache and if you not open I will do here only again I knocked.I didn’t get any response sudden she opened and she was in towel and full wet. I sat to loo and she continued her bath now there was only one curtain between us. Both. You may not marry her, but she just helped you define your life and helped you move forward in a way that, as you say, perhaps only she could have. Maybe that’s her role in your life, just as my role is to help you discover your Atman. And your sister’s was to help you discover love. And Jennifer’s was to help you discover tolerance.”I smiled, “And Penny, Tatyana, Sofia, and Bethany?”“They each have a role to play, and have each played a role. Bethany helped you break your connection to your.