She made a great deal of fuss over me and I couldn't recall ever seeing her like this before.Mother had made all the necessary preparations for our ti...me on the island and early next morning we were on our way to Cape Jarvis and the ferry that would take us across to Penneshaw. From there we drove west on a bitumen road until we turned off on to a dirt road. A few kilometres along this road we came to a gate. I opened it and mother drove through, and then we were lurching along a rough track for. I did not know you were so lovely until I did see you, John said taking my hand into his. Your aunt offered me&hellip, he added but stopped. She offered you what, John, I asked not knowing for sure what it was she had offered him. I could lie to you but I wont, John replied. John looked me in my face as he added, She offered me sex in return for taking you out. SHE was going to fuck you for taking me out, I screamed at him. Well not exactly, John replied. She was not going to fuck me anymore. .yeah it is, she answered ,and I've got to go. But you said he wouldn't do it with out you haveing some one to drive you home, just to be safe. She said that's why I asked you , you never said you would so I called Tim and he's taking me. I've got to go BYE ! she closed her door and started backing out of the garage. It was almost midnight when I heard her car pull in the garage, I went out to see if she needed any help. Just as she started to get out of the car I saw a truck pull into our. I suppose it was just to finally test myself when I decided to kiss the two guys. The kisses were about two weeks apart but I knew after the first one that I was sure of what I'd been feeling for years. I'm not sure why I tried again with the second guy but as this was something that would affect the rest of my life, I guess I had to be truly sure. I think I knew already and had always known, but in kissing them I finally knew men weren't for me. I felt completely liberated after my "tests". I.