I grab you, hugging you tightly and kiss your neck, sucking on your ear lobe. "Fuck I really want you". My cock is straining for release inside my bla...ck jeans. You instruct me to drive into the woods near the new motorway where building work is going on. We park nearby and walk along the new dirt road. From the pocket of your coat you pull a blindfold, already pitch dark, I'm now totally in your thrust. Taking hold of my hand you tell me you thrust you and of course I do, as we walk hand in. "Does this have something to do with what she did last night?"Bridgette nodded. "Everything, I think. When we find that person we think is worthy, we offer ourselves, without reservation. It's not considered normal, nowadays, but I think it once was, way back. It's not like having a girlfriend -- or even a wife. It's more like what you hear the rules are for a concubine -- except we enter into it voluntarily and it has nothing to do with CAP scores." Concubines enter into it voluntarily,. Last year when I went to that convention in San Francisco, there was this guy there, a professor at a university. He... he and I... well, we went out one evening." Janice stopped, tears coming to her eyes again."Yes? So what happened?" Tim said, clearly interested."Oh God, this is hard. We went out and I had a little too much to drink. He... he wanted me to come back to his room." Janice stopped, still sniffling."And?" Tim said, with growing excitement."I didn't go." Oh." There was a note of. Iloved having sex with Linda. I didn't want to be a girl. I neverconsidered having sex with a fella. I defiantly wasn't gay. Yetthese thoughts were getting stronger. I just couldn't understandit.I don't know why, but it just sort of dawned on me one day tolook up the personals of the local paper. I used to laugh atthese but here I was perusing them. I think the dreams weregetting to me and if I was to go trough with having sex with aman dressed as a girl I felt it would be soon. Maybe if I did.