The kissing at first was mostly polite pecks on the cheek with a few of the guys getting bold enough to kiss on the lips but not more than that. Every...one was drinking and starting to loosen up. Amanda went through the house and dimmed all the lights. She patted me on the ass saying that things should liven up now. Sam and I stayed together meeting everyone as a couple as did most of the others. We ran into Ashley and Nick. Ashley was a pretty girl, aged twenty-four and almost 5’ 8”, fit, with. Taking turns kissing him. He was slow to move but when he roused himself, he climbed over me so I was in the middle and he kissed me deeply. I thought, "Oh my God, my boyfriend can so kiss." I turned to Cara and she kissed me. I thought, "So can she. There is no denying that. But if I had to choose a winner, it is still Jack."They both pressed their bodies against mine, each with a knee over my thigh. Then as if synchronised, they kissed little light kisses down my cheek, ran their tongues over. . to have known and fought with the King that we have sought to find for so long, that you refer to him so informally is an honor I hope one day I achieve. I can not express to you what it feels like to lose a ... to lose a mate as you both have this day. My mate still lives and my words would be hollow. Grieve for him now if you must ... but if he is like what the Queen described briefly to me ... I don't believe he would want you to fail. This ... this battle is not won yet ... and I would. My Mother asked Jess to stay whilst she got some rest I think Jess was glad it was just the two of us. The nurses came to check up on me and give more tablets one mentioned how Jess had saved my life by doing CPR until the doctors and nurses took over. Jess played it down and made little of it I would hear more later.After the nurses had gone I asked Jess about it as we were on our own Jess spoke quietly ‘I love you with all my heart I gave you the greatest gift I could there is no way I’m.