Puri raat main bas yahi sochta raha or 2 baar muth maar ke so gaya. Subh Sameer ka phone aaya ki aaj college over hone ke baad uske ghar pe sab aajain... 1 plan mil gaya hai ye sun main bahot hi excited ho gaya or jaldi-2 college tayar hoke chala gaya.Puri class bas college over hone ki sochta raha or fir jaise ho college over hua hum sab jaldi-2 Sameer ke ghar pahoch gaye. Waha pe sameer ne bataya ki next week uske papa or mummy 2 dino ke liye kisi relative ko dekhne jarahe hain or wo unse. I was truly trying to stop, or so I tried mybest to tell myself. I would have had the operationyears and years ago if it weren't for my religion. SoI was Christian, and I loved God. I knew his son wasJesus Christ, and I had accepted him in my heartyears before, and my faith was as thick as anyone'sthat I knew. Yet, I still had doubts of whether Iwould make it to Heaven.Every time I wandered towards my secret stash ofwomen's clothing, Deuteronomy 22:5, a verse from thebible entered my head. The. ” “I don’t know if Mrs. Patron can help you with this one Baby. You must reach inside. Know this my Baby; I love you and I will understand, I will accept, and I will live with whatever your decision may be.” Dan sat in silence trying to absorb what his wife just said. The ultimate extension of his simple statement at brunch on a Saturday long past that her rings, her Greg rings, were still in the jewelry box was now on the table. I have serious deep thinking ahead into who and what am I and. I said nothing.So began three weeks of house sharing with my sister. She was very good, doing more than she needed: cooking meals, bringing me tea in the morning, even doing my washing!In return I took her out at least once a week. We went to a gig by a band she liked and another time took in a play and a concert. I remembered how alike our tastes are – she is very musical and is an accomplished pianist.Towards the end of the three weeks, life took another unpredictable turn: three signifiant.