I took a few deep breaths to try and get the image of Billy's semi erect penis out of my head. It didn't work my mind kept trying to imagine it hard a...nd erect and my heart raced just thinking about. I do get regular sex it had just been a while since my last "one night stand".One of Billy's teammates had been over during the day and dropped of a couple of games and some DVD's. We talked for a while over dinner about stuff but whenever I swung the conversation around to his playing he drifted. She was still on the bed.“Mom , let me massage you” I said. She had lost all kinds of resistance. She quietly undressed her self and lay down.“On your belly mom, I wanna see your back” I said.I got a some oil. I applied it on her back. I saw some blues and I thought let me first relieve her pain.I applied a lot of oil on her back and started massaging her. I kept my hands moving up and down for a while when she spoke.“On a separate note , how did you get to massage so well? My pain is relieved. All had controlled her…attempted to remake her…shape her to fit their needs. She had let them—encouraged them to do so—and then hated them for it. ‘Face it, Taylor. At thirty you are a complete basket case’ she thought. ‘You’re insecure, needy, clingy and neurotic. A string of therapists have had little if any impact on your mental state. You’ve gone through eating disorders, dabbled in wacko religions and almost ended up in rehab for alcohol abuse. You’ve been photographed in revealing poses. She looked at me and said, "Honey, that is the best fuck I have ever had, I know I will want more of that! I think that from now on, I will fuck as many black men as my masters want me to, can you handle that?" I told her yes, as long as we still made love regularly. She said that would never stop, that this was just sex, but it was something she needed. Joe went to Moni still stroking his hard cock and rolled her over onto her back. He pulled her down towards the foot of the bed, stretching.