As I stood there in the kitchen, she said she was pleased with my happiness, trying not to act to enthused about my rock-hard member that was bulging ...through my pants."Do you want to see it?" I asked her."Sure," she said nonchalantly, as I unzipped my pants and slid my pants and briefs down dropping them to the floor, knowing that we were alone."Wow," she said. "That is much bigger than I remember it." I leaned back against the kitchen island, allowing her full view. Susan was engrossed looking. I wanted him to park the car and just fuck the ever-living shit out of me. I wanted him behind me, beneath me, on top of me. I looked at him as we pulled away and could see his beckoning rod at full attention within his slacks. I was so turned on by the fact that his cock would be within me soon, shooting me full of his manhood and stuffing me to capacity. Gawd, I couldn?t wait. We made the turn into the banquet hall and pulled into the parking spot. I gathered my belongings up as he made his. This time, it was filled with lust and pure longing for a touch. I just switched off the movie and we continued to eat each others faces for a long time.I knew she was ready, I could see it in her eyes. She just reached for my t shirt and removed it. I started kissing her on the neck and I knew she was enjoying it. She started moaning and started whispering,” make me beg for it”.I knew I had hit the jackpot! I know how to pleasure a woman just through foreplay and foreplay is what I love!I. And I whisper to him, ‘You are all that I am not, all that I was lacking.’ And he smiles. Because what I lack, he contains. Where I am weak, he is not. A power for a weakness, a give for a take. In his eyes, I see the truth. I know that there is doom and pain ahead, and still I inch my body toward his, aching for that poison. Aligning myself with him, tipping my head to look into his eyes, indeed his very soul, laying my hand on his chest, I know I’ve found home. I haven’t the right. I want to.