But could he give her the life and love she deserved? He didn’t know. The urge to satisfy himself battled with his conscience. He faced her, eyes m...olten with lust, his loins raged with a fire he had never known. Suddenly Ava’s eyes flew open, her breathing ragged and her hair tangled around her. Their gazes met, Ava blushing furiously realising what her dreams had been about… How long had he been there? Had she said his name? Ava tore her gaze away from his burning eyes, sitting up, while. I said, what the hell, but guessed what I would find between her legs. I could feel a cock and balls beneath her panties. I grabbed her by the throat and ripped off her blouse, and then pulled off her bra. His breast forms fell off with the bra, and he stood there in the skirt and panties. I said, so you’re a freak. Do you like this, or do they make you do this? He said, I’m really a girl inside. My parents are letting me try out living as a girl to see if its real, and then I’m going to. "There was an X with Velcro restraints, hooks in the ceiling, an adjustable bench with restraints and a sex swing. In the cabinets on the wall there was an assortment of all kinds of cuffs, whips, urethral sounds, pin wheels, a complete electro sex kit, plus the largest collection of dildo and toys I had seen."Jen honey," I said, "This is all BDSM and other kink; you have led a sheltered life. I think this will really test your sexual limits."Back upstairs we talked about the rapes and put out. Her face relaxed; her shoulders slumped."Hi, Mommy," the little voice came as a shock. Neither of them had noticed Belinda coming back to the table. "Mommy?" Belinda asked worriedly. "Are you crying?"Consuela's eyes had snapped open at Belinda's first words. Now she leaned down and opened them wide to show her daughter there were no tears. She forced a gentle smile onto her lips."No, honey," Consuela said. "I just had them closed to think a little bit," she explained. Belinda looked doubtful,.