Cecilia sat down next to her on the sofa. Her hard young breasts jiggled slightly under the gauzy fabric. She smiled, so good-natured, so friendly, so... uncomplicated. She took one of Laura's hands in both of hers. Laura could see that Cecilia's eyes were swimming and murky now, throbbing with familiar unspoken questions. Suddenly she realized what was happening."You can't have it back unless you take it off me," Cecilia murmured, looking at Laura's mouth.Laura's lips parted in a half-smile. "You. He is not going to be any more comfortable, or successful driving this big boat than I am, and he commented on us finding a guy who could do the driving and keep them safe."The little one never gets to go anywhere, because she needs to be able lie flat a long time during the day, and can't fly which limits how far they can take her, before having to check into a hotel. I suspect he would like to talk to you about driving the bus."Are you willing? All he has to do is see you swing this giant. No, it couldn't be!"I don't believe you," she said, shaking her head."I'm not surprised," he said, with a bitter laugh. "I guess you really are just like her in the end. I always thought she'd be the one to run out on me, not you. But if Alex hadn't caught you, you'd be gone. You know how much I love you, but the minute I turn my back you betray me! Just like her!" N-no, I...It's not like that," she said, finding herself moving towards him. She felt so guilty. He just looked so distraught, she. The room was already looking like a murder scene. The little device that had been part of her hardly seemed worth it.It dropped into the toilet with a plink.One down.The metallic taste of blood filled her mouth as she took the razor from between her teeth. Her left hand shook as she tried to grip the blade, red seeping from the wreckage of her wrist.Her second cut hurt less than the first, if only because she knew it didn't need to be as long. Renee let the blade fall to the ground and forced.