I knew I wouldn’t last long if she kept this up. I stood up, helped her up and out of the hot tub. I took a towel and dried her off. I took her fac...e in my hands and leaned in and kissed her softly on the sweetest, softest lips I have ever known. “Let’s go to my room” I whispered. She nodded. Once in my room, I arranged pillows on my bed so that Nikki could sit on the edge of the bed and lean back on the pillows and be comfortable. I knelt at the edge of the bed and dragged my fingers along the. . I'm not a d**g addict! The judge was wrong when he sentenced me to this rehab! I shouldn't be here..." I say, the anxiety building in my voice. The director continues to look at me with a comforting smile saying, "You're here because the judge see's fit. Now, the more cooperative you are, the sooner you will benefit from the treatment we have to offer you. You do want to get better, don't you Krystal? You'll be shown to your room now to settle in and we will talk more tomorrow."I stand up and. ...."She broke in telling me. "I know sweetheart and you are not goingalone!" "But" I started when she steamrollered me. "No but's Susanna I'mgoing with you - and I suspect Charley will want to come to as she isvery fond of you."Secretly I was pleased at this however I would have gone by myself butwith my friends there I would feel loved if my family rejected me. Isimply said, "Oh well if your certain" I'm certain Susie, I'm certain," was all she said. The rest of thenight we spent looking. Her eyes stared at me as I stared at hers. I stood there not knowing to do. Janet smiled as she ran to me and took me into her arms.Janet hugged me tightly as she whispered into my ear, “Welcome home Ann I have missed you.”“I have missed you too Janet,” I replied as I cried openly onto her shoulder as she held me.Grandma walked by with Michelle in her arms and Frank beside her as she said, “We will leave you two along.”I sat Janet down onto the sofa next to me. I held her hand as I told her.