I tidied up and went upstairs.Chris had fallen into a deep sleep, chocolate untouched. I tried to wake her but no joy so I just put a blanket over her.... She was on her own side of the bed in her normal position so I left her to sleep.when I came to bed later she hadn’t moved so I snuck in close to her like I always do. Two spoons my face against the back of her neck my groin below her bum. Chris was fast asleep but I was randy for her. She sometimes feigned sleep knowing that during the night I. I just pulled the blouse closed and didn’t bother to fasten the buttons because she had a long coat that would cover her well enough till we got home. I fastened the coat and help her to the lifts.We had already decided to get a taxi home as we would both be drinking, so we made our way across the road to the taxi office. “Sorry!” said the young girl radio operator. “There is at least an hour wait.” “Damn!” I said mentally kicking myself for not booking a cab. The girl said that we could wait. It pained her to think about what she saw. She recognized the longing, but didn't know if she should fulfill it. What could be the long term consequences?Actually, she had decided a year and a half ago, but even she didn't know it. Herb had protested so loudly, and so bitter were his tears, at the mention of the barbershop, that his hair had not been cut since then. Now, it reached his shoulders. He kept it carefully brushed. She had even seen him trying to form it into a ponytail, no; it had. It can't happen again, you know."I nodded allright, but like Sascha in Dr. Zhivago, I didn't believe it for a second. But I did agree and apologized just enough to be polite. But my life would never be the same and I knew it. That night I dreamed of her.We didn't act as if anything had changed to all those around us, after all it was a tiny secret to carry around like a precious stolen gem. One you can only admire in solitude. When we presented our project in class, we received an A plus and.