"Honey, look at me. " I didn't want to but I did. She continued, "You have nothing to be ashamed of. This is your veryfirst time. It happens and ...I wouldn't expect any different. Please don'tcry baby. Mommy loves you." I continued to sob as she pulled my head to hers and gave me a big kissright on the lips. Guiding my head to her shoulder, she rubbed my backwith both of her hands. I never ceased crying but she just kept caressing my back and saying,"It's okay. I love you. I love. She knew something was wrong and eventually I agreed to talk. When we talked, I expressed ALL of the feelings I felt, initially betrayal of being forcefully taken but also the fact I began to enjoy it, and she also opened up about why she had snapped and taken me forcefully. From her explanation, one of her regulars clients, who she used to have intimate bareback sessions with prior to us dating, had an argument about her services. He basically wanted the usual intimate/bareback session they. In those days that was a pretty big step; most girls still saved it for their wedding night. That trend pretty much continued on into the seventies, in spite of all that free love bullshit. More eighteen year olds were virgins than not, in 1970.I said that I understood and I wouldn't force her to do anything. But I think I sprayed about sixty gallons of sperm on the shower walls over the next two years.Anyway, there I was coming out of rehearsal, still feeling high and almost skipping. It was. Anthonys Kat says so and we drink the night away. Friday night at the bowling alley Nicky brings her sister in ( dressed in a 50'ish style dress to the floor up to the neck about 5'5" maybe 10lbs.and no body to see ) she is introduced as Tammi very shy, as the night moves on Kat sits close and tries to talk to her the rest of us leave them alone and bowl the games. Kat has Tammi try and helps her the best she can after we go to the bar Tammi tries to back out but Kat gently talks her in.