My cock twitched involuntarily which she noticed and smiled.“Er, no…” was all I could say.“Well, let’s do something about that, shall we?”...As she bent to get the ice from the freezer I watched her breasts swing forward and my cock twitched again. Despite having already come three times today my cock was still desperate for more, one of the joys or tortures of being sixteen.When we took the drinks back outside Em was sitting on a chair next to her grandfather watching as Tom knelt between his. Now be quiet, girl, I want to watch thetelevision."I face the wall.I can hear the TV but not see it. Oh God, this could last for severalhours.In my corner I do have the chance to meditate, and I consider the changesto my life in the last five years. Not for the first time I ask myself -was it worth it?I'm a fit and healthy 35 year old woman, or rather I have the body of afit and healthy 35 year old woman, and I'm married to a man who likes tocane me regularly, and control me, and I submit to. “Fuck. That happened after he cleaned up. Giant Steps. My Favorite Things.”“So you don’t want to get high?”“Of course I want to get high! I want to get lost in the sauce! Lost, you asshole. Absent. Nodding. Dreamy. No pain.”“No pain no gain,” he said.“Exactly!”“But I just ... I want to know what it’s like. I want to know everything about life.”“Excuses, Joe. Believe me I’ve heard them. I’ve fucking said them. You want to experience things. What about killing? You want to kill someone to feel. She felt her left nipple being stroked over her top. She sighed.“Not here. I know a place we can be together and no one else will be there.”She listened to him give her directions at the same time felt his hands on her ass. She nodded as he went over the directions again. He was squeezing and kneading her ass as he completed the instructions.She saw him walk away. She quickly went to her room and got into comfortable clothes, getting rid of her sports bra and long underwear. She was wet with.