Ifyou'll be my friend and help me stop being afraid of men, I'll try tohelp you want to live again." I don't know what you can do for me, but I'm glad... to do what I can tohelp you."We talked and played games until it was time for dinner. She put thegames away, and then wheeled me to the dinning room to eat. Ms.Mackenzie intercepted us and told her to push me to the table wenormally ate at. Shelly did that and sat down beside me. Ms. Mackenzieasked what we had been doing this afternoon, and her. It gave off a power of understand and acceptance, humble but authoritative. ‘My next thoughts were, no you are not dreaming but wide awake. We are in the same space as you are but a different frequency, plane of existence, dimension what ever you understand.’ It said “We have come here with a request. We feel that your planet people existence is threatening all of the dimensions tied to this planet at this point of time. We need your help to start a change in the mindset of what you call human. Her sweet angel tan body, luscious and curved like a motherly swan rescuing me from my low self-esteem. I, in strange, theatrical madness cursed her for her lack of love profession, for loving my face, my hair, my strong, powerful body, but not that crude disgusting thing lurking in my pants. That silent, grotesque lump of God-given clay yet to be molded, for all hope, to die in the dust with the humming of the cortex, those strange fibers of consciousness wrestling angsty teenage love, my. I was shocked at first but that soon gave way to curiosity & so by leaning back in my chair I was able to see that the hand belonged to Julie. I glanced across at Julie and she just smiled at me, I smiled back eager to see how far she would go. We ate our meal without further incident and thought that was the end of it, later on in the evening we all headed into town and Julie kept buying me drinks, at one point I had to use the toilets and Julie just happened to be there as I came out. Don’t.