"He asked uncertainly, "What's the matter?" "Oh, nothing. Instead ofsending them to my friend who gave you those lovable panties, Iaccidently hit SE...ND TO ALL. Can you believe that? Everybody in myaddress book is going to see you looking like such a candy ass. Such asissy." She laughed as if it was some minor mistake. They would ALL beseeing him that way. She didn't care. Maybe she even thought it was agood thing. Maybe she had intentionally...Interrupting his thoughts, she said, "Good. " She glanced around for a moment, then looked back up at me. "Iwoke up this morning, back to being a female. Then I was hit with allthese memories of being friends with Jennifer and Jordan and the restof them." She placed her hand on my leg. "And memories of the new you.This you."I wiped at the wetness in my eyes. "I hate this," I said. "I shouldhave just given to what Nadine wanted the first time. At least then I'dbe happy." You think you'd be happy being an oversexed teenager offering her. You have already made a lot of trouble for yourself by protecting Carmen from predatory men. Will you think of me that way if I have sex with your daughter?" Oh, Sr. Billy, you are such a thoughtful and wonderful person. I thank you for thinking of my daughter and me in this way, but I love my daughter too much to lose her for such a selfish reason. Yes, I said selfish, because I think that it would be selfish of me to maintain my dignity by denying my daughter her chance to get well from this. ” I answered with the hope that she would find the idea of travel appealing.With a sense of urgency in her voice, “Chuck, I want you, I need you, but it’s just that I don’t want a relationship right now. I’m sorry but I don’t love you.”After my wife died I didn’t think I would find another love; but I had begun to think that Anna was the one, but the possibility of rejection was something I never considered or was even prepared for.“Chuck, remember I told you that the English lady I used to.