Maybe she hadended the engagement because she was a lesbian. I just didn't know.Then, there was Monica ... I hoped that she wasn't a lesbian, becausee...ven before this morning I had had a sexual fantasy or seventeen abouther. I really wanted her. And, it seems like she was very comfortablearound me. She was very comfortable with her sexuality, and how shechose to express it. But when it came to lesbian/not lesbian, I didn'tknow.It was time to order the meal. Edith ordered a two-item. ” That was all I could remember saying before I passed out.I woke to the feeling of a razor running over my head. I wanted to get up off of the floor as quick as possible. But when I opened my eyes I could see the two people I loved the most in the world.“Erica, you’re awake. Are you okay? Are you hurting anywhere?” Dad asked.I blinked my eyes and noticed that the razor was now off. I turned to look at Sammy.She ran her hand over my head and asked, “Is there anything we can get you?”I ran my. I tried a Chinese buffet that had been good for supper in the past. It was good for lunch, too. The selection wasn’t quite as good but it was okay and the sushi was plentiful. I tried not to be a glutton with moderate success. I went back to the apartment and made some clothing choices which I packed. On a whim, I packed my laptop and the various chargers that I used regularly. I carried that out to my car and loaded it in the trunk. There was plenty of room for more. All I had to do was load. Kelsey wasn't complicated at all. She was exactly the kind of girlfriend I wanted. Nice to be with, interested in me and what we could do together, and loyal. I never had the feeling she wasn't totally satisfied being with me. Finding another Kelsey was not going to be easy.It was after Thanksgiving that my next little adventure came about. It was a Saturday afternoon and I was in the works yard, waiting for the next load of gravel to be sent to the latest sink hole. We'd had an epidemic of.