I was getting turned on from the memories of all those nasty things. I knew I did not take on this job for the reasons that Bud told the men or told m...e for that matter. All I wanted to do was, give an honest days work, for an honest days pay. But this extra money, and for what, sex? For pleasure like I had never felt in my life?I caught myself saying all this to my self. I know it now; I am going crazy; here I was arguing with myself convincing myself that this was all OK. After all, they did. Anyway ... my dad having sex with my girl—" You think it could change something between you and your father if he had sex with me?"Dave nodded, glad that she had cottoned on so quickly. "I think this is one threshold I don't want to cross. Not yet, at least, because I'm not his equal. Maybe I can cope with it when that day comes." That's an interesting point," Iris finally said.Both pondered it in silence for a while, until the silence was broken by the sounds of the four adults finally. Mike had really filled me to the brim. I needed to pee so I emptied my bladder while I was outside. Luckily no one was around. I soaked a wash cloth at the sink and cleaned myself up, then put a couple of folded Kleenex in the crotch of my panties. Now, I could get dressed....I had to go and walk Rip around and feed him a little before we headed for Ft. Collins.Mike had dressed while I was outside and was out putting his gear in the storage compartment on the side of the trailer.This sex. Itcomfortably seated six, so it felt mildly embarrassing to be in it bymyself. I guess sitting here solo keeping watch over Gwen's purse was abetter option than going to the bar myself and ordering my own drink.Still, sitting alone at a bar was a feeling that was all-too-familiar.And as much as I was desperate for familiar feelings right now, thiswasn't one I was particularly keen on reliving.From across the room, I could see Monica at the bar, and she was happilyflirting with a decent-looking.