Involuntarily, I tilt my pelvis and spread my knees, but as soon as I realize it my body cramps. Softly I whisper “Never … sometime will never be�...��. Tears run down my heated face. You spot the Christmas present hanging from your doorknob, look around again and tear away the paper. When you open my wedding-ring box and take out the ‘mood-ring’ it is grey. You fall apart, aging 20 years in one second. You too can’t hold back your tears. Less than ten feet apart we mourn in solitude of what never. I'll admit to a fear that what had happened with Elaine might happen as well with the others. I'll admit that there was some thrill at the thought, too.But I had some other thoughts that led to a hypothesis which needed testing. Elaine was performing her own tests, and I was... less than pleased. That night two weeks ago had demonstrated that Elaine and I, through our fire lizards, shared any intense feelings and emotions. In the two weeks since that night, I had been inhibited from, shall we. Windows are open, letting in a cool night breeze. The room is simply furnished, other than the huge bed covered with pillows of all shapes and sizes. I guide your best friend through the room and stop us in front of a large framed mirror...so he can see us both while we start to engage. I playfully kiss and tease, nipping at his ear, biting his lip. He's easily turned on and picks up my mood, returning my nips and bites, both of us smiling and laughing lightly, the way lovers do between. Thomas buck naked. She did not even try to cover herself. I wish I could say she was a hottie, but she was not. Average. Average size boobs, a little chubby, her pussy was not trimmed but was not too hairy. She stood there and as we stared at each other my cock grew hard in my shorts. "Well sorry about this, my k**s are used to me being naked around them. Did not think about it with you till I saw...well you seem to like what you see." Mrs. Thomas stammered as she looked me up and down stopping.