“Thanks, Mom,” I said cheerfully.“Before we proceed, I have to know if this is a real interview or just a way to get even with my sister?” she... questioned as we climbed the steps to my bedroom.“Betty, if after speaking with me this entire time you still feel the need to ask such a question, then perhaps this isn’t such a good idea,” I told her.“No, I want this. Actually, I think I need it, but you have to understand that I loved Doug and thought he loved me. I just don’t want to get my hopes up. . I think I look kind of weird without clothes. , uh, I'm not a virgin, I know what sex is, I want it, I want you, I want you to make love to me, we just can't do it right here, right now, but I want to............. I have the whole day off tomorrow. I have a place to go, a cool place that nobody knows about, you know why? Because I made it. Yeah, it's this old house down by the beach, do you know, but way back from it, so you can hardly see it except a boat, but there is no place near there to. Wasn't she sitting on his lap as they listened to Beth and Craig? No, it was that competitive thing. Jack just couldn't stand the idea of Craig being better at anything then him. He just made up his mind, then and there, that he would be the better at pretending tonight. Jack would just have to be more confident, that's all. The guys put on the TV to pass the time while Beth and Christy got ready. Beth immediately turned it off. "You guys need to practice. Walk around, sit, act out your. "That line of conversation continued even as we ventured outside, on the way back to my dorm. The rain had ended, and the sun was out in all its glory."I hate to break it to you, Inez," I told her. "But I let you win. And I'm gonna let you win the next time we play, because you're just so damn cute when you're gloating."May 11, 1983It was right in the middle of finals week. I certainly had a lot on my plate right now. Besides exams and studying, my fellow band members and I were trying to.