You must believe in love and it will not forsake you. If it were not for my Papa's promise to me, well, who knows? I most likely would not be in the h...appy situation I now find myself. I would be alone and lonely, so have faith, where there is life, there is hope." I hope you are right. Maman spoke with me last night. She told me that she trusts me, but she also knows that sometimes passion carries even the most serious minded persons into forgetfulness. She knows that Raoul and I have not. .. I fucked my way to the bottom. Any guy who paid attention to me and treated me nice could take me to his truck for a blowjob, and if I liked his cock, we'd fuck in whatever position we could manage. Nobody knew my real name -- I was Lila here, not Alison -- and I didn't give a shit about theirs. This was the closest I could come to the faceless cocks that had filled my fantasies a few years ago. I probably blew twenty men that year, and fucked half of them.So far it was one-on-one sex, until. I was sitting on top of a flagpole on a flimsy little 12 inch board . As a kid I slept like a rock. And you literally had to shake me to wake me up. Now I would sit there precariously trying to balance myself on that small board. All of a sudden the board would break and give way. And the flagpole would go straight up my ass.You heard me. Straight up my ass. And it hurt like hell. And it was as though the flagpole was lubricated. And I inevitably could not pull myself up off of it. I just kept. Why did Rose get to be the class president and she would have to go to remedial school just to graduate?Then, when she came out of the gym, she found her knickers had fallen to the tile floor which was already sopping wet with the spilled over dirty water from the next room showers.Now, she was stood in the empty classroom with just Mister Cummins and herself waiting for his reaction to her crumpling up her test paper and throwing it into his waste paper basket like some crazed knight of.