With a low laugh, she nudged me with her toe. "Earth to Billy... Earth to Billy."Some small part of my brain knew where I was, but my thinking sludged... somewhere between languid and torpid. Usually a linear, left-brain type of guy, I'd simply lost it all and was hanging out in some emotional wallow, playing and re-playing those vivid tapes of our erotic connection, Jean and me. I was remembering the excitement of our sexual discoveries in the past months, remembering the quickening of fear when. There was a lesbian couple making out in one of the booths which turned me on. I missed Hanna. I really liked being bisexual with her and Jeffrey. There was also a couple of teenagers dressed in all black nodding their heads to Axel and Ludvig’s techno beats. The music wasn’t as loud as I liked it, I couldn’t feel my youth stretching out for all of an endless horizon, but I guess because we were in a bar instead of a basement. there were rules about sound. I went to the bar and ordered a. Seeing her near half cantaloupe tit flesh and topped with two nice nearly dime sized nipples, and a full dark brown hairy mound with rounded up lips and her clit buried deep into them at top of her pussy opening. Aunt Esterr saying I knows this ones been opened good cause she been fucking Louie for a while now. And I hope Mistuss Maryellen we gets to let ol' Bull really make her scream I luvs hearin' em' do that!! And since she instagated all this I thinks it's only right she be tha' one that. The pain had stopped, was it over? That thought was met with another, thankfully brief, stab of pain deep within my belly. But there was no change, I still felt the same and, from what I could see, looked the same. I don't know how long I laid there, again crying. It hadn't worked. All of this, all my effort and hope and... Everything for naught. I had actually sat up, despondent, when it hit me. Waves of pain that made my previous trial seem like nothing. I fell back down, barely able to move..