A month later the farmhouse incident Rakesh offered me a job at his office so that no one would doubt that from where I was getting all the money I ha...ve been spending on clothes and my body. Everything was going like fine and Rakesh used to fuck me and Smita one or the other day. We were having a good time fucking each other and one day he says let’s go out for Lunch and there we met Smita already waiting for us. As we all were having lunch they both told me that Rakesh was planning a little. Then they would get a couple weeks off before shipping back with the additional men, if the housing problem had been correctedJake and Jason were going to help deal with location and the fiasco that was called the Korean real estate system. On the return trip they were going to stop over in Tokyo; Ching Lee and Vicky wanted to do some sightseeing and Jake needed to meet with officials there to finalize the final payments on the nuclear power plant meltdown cleanup.Another email that was sent to. DeRonda had warned me and so had Kim. I cried even harder as I thought if only I had listened to them. I knew that John loved me with all of his heart. I never should have been doing the things I had been doing. In retrospect, it was John, who should have been jealous. As it was I doing all the fucking around. I cried for over an hour, I had driven them man I loved so much from my life. There was no one to blame except for myself. I sat there running every little incident of where I had got. Jesus, it was a boring night. There wasn't a guy in the place that I liked, and I was tired of turning off the creeps who kept coming on to me. There were a couple who were okay to dance with, but then they wanted to talk, and I wasn't interested in nything they had to say.It was a real turn-on, though, out there on the dance floor, letting the would-be studs get a little feel, shaking my breasts in their faces.I had decided that I was going to be naughty tonight; I stopped by Hot Rags on the.