" "You don't have to be sorry," I said. "But if you're going to do it again, I want to watch. My parents aren't home and I won't tell anyone." If it h...adn't been my special time, I never would have said that. "You mean now?" he asked. I said yes, and that's how I came to see my first penis. Roger began by letting the head stick out a couple of inches above his swim suit. He asked if I wanted to make love and I told him I wasn't ready for that, but I'd heard about blow jobs from other girls and. I was totally smitten with him and he seemed to bring me out of my shell. One night, he asked me to join him at a fetish party. I didn’t know what to expect but he assured me that he would be right there the entire time and that I may enjoy learning new things. So, the night of the party came, and he picked me up. I was wearing a wrap dress and mid-height heels. My makeup was light, just as I always wore it. He took one look at me and then handed me a few boxes. I opened them up and it was a. One group was in the tub with a boy in the back and a girl in front. His hands were on the girl’s tits as they talked while enjoying the hot water. The girl screamed at her mother for not trusting her and even got out to get on the bed to show that she still had her cherry. It’s a bit extreme. The boy came out to dry the girl off as she bitched out her mom. He was dressing her in pajamas when her mom left. She went to sleep with the boy holding her as she cried.He seems to have already learned. “Gin and tonic Hun.”“Thanks. “Sipping her drink she closed her eyes and let her mind wander. Thoughts of a certain group filled her head. Five guys under stage lights wearing jeans and t-shirts. Good looking guys that made her want long nights of passion. Dreams of them kissing her, trailing their hands over her, wanting her, teasing her. Lucy had never been so obsessed about anything and no man, or men, had made her want to let go so much or want them so badly it was a physical need. Listening.