I think if I wasn’t so stunned at the time, I’d have done what most other men do when their back’s against a wall; I would have lied. But since ...she’d really caught me off guard and left me without a second to consider my answer, I did what came natural and spoke the truth. After taking a slow deep breath I went for broke and said, “Lately the only thing I can think about, that gets me excited like that, is you.” I wanted to pull those words back before I even heard myself say them, but alas it. However, that was the whole purpose of these support groups, to convince and set in mind that the Black man was superior and there to be served.The session came to a very satisfactory end and the sound system changed its tone. Without any definable moment the ladies gathered their things together and after cleaning themselves with the conveniently provided towels and washcloths got dressed. Within a few minutes the scene in the room was transformed from one of a Sapphic Orgy to one of a demure. I was surprised, however, that it was not joyce that was with him, although they had looked so "together" in the bar. Instead, it was Cindy who walked to the truck with Paul. They got in, Cindy in the middle between Paul and me, and we drove out of the parking lot. At this point, I realized I was only along for the ride and was feeling a little like a third wheel, but I had nowhere to go, and so the adventure continued. I had no idea where we might be going as we drove out of the parking lot.. Standing close now to your silent figure I reach my hand out and slowly run my index finger down the center of your back. You swing round startled at such an intimate touch. Your face instantly relaxes into a puzzled smile, very happy to see me but not sure why I am here. As normally a phone call takes care of anything we want to communicate during your workday. You reach out to me for a hug and I step back just out of arms reach and shake my head no. Now you are more than curious I can tell.