"This is suicide," the men cursed to themselves. "That damned hole! Two hundred meters deep! Too far to fall, too shallow to parachute into, and one h...ell of a long rappel, even without somebody shooting at us!"Three men in each squad pulled sleds behind them loaded with coils of climbing rope and snow anchors. They would anchor the lines all around the rim; the coils would be hurled over and men would scramble to hook on and slide down in waves so quickly—they hoped—that enough of them would. I continued reading the stories and looking at the pictures of cocks-of-color and masturbated almost every day. I never had the courage to try to find a cock to suck, and didn’t know how to go about finding one. Then an opportunity presented itself, and I had the courage to suck my first cock, followed by many others.I was working from home one day and went for a run at lunch time. It was only a short distance from our home to a nice biking and jogging trail, and I just needed to run about a. "She said sure. Since she doesn't have to pick up anything for dinner now, she should be home in a half hour or so." Right in time for the pizza then."Stacy beamed happily. If I was ten years younger, this girl would be in serious trouble. She was sexy, and seemed pretty bright. Definitely the kind of girl I used to date, back when I had a life.Stacy pointed out the two other girls and introduced me, "This," she said indicating a girl with short brown hair, "is my sister Bree." Hello Bree.". The reality of life in the “Family” was that you were only as good as you earned and turned over the proper cut to your superiors on a timely basis.I guess I was only a soldier and not a made-man as yet because I choose to play it safe and keep my nose to the grindstone and not getting involved in the shit that paid a high dividend but at an even greater price including one’s life.Angela knew I was the one responsible for looking after her and her kids and she let me know she was grateful with.