Sitting beside him my elbow resting on my knee face in hand I listen intently to any information he could give me. “It goes like this, or at least i...t did when I was up for my statement : You stand before them like in a courtroom trial, and they ask you questions about life, and about your life in particular. And then they make you wait, usually in a nice spot from your breathing days. You stew for a little while and your guide comes to you and tell you their decision. If they allow you back in. I depend wholly on Pauline who is very loyal and always there for me.’ I wondered at that point if she had any idea of her secretary’s intimate leaning toward her. I think she did, At least by whet she said afterwards confirmed she knew she was a lesbian. ‘If I am not mistaken it is her very first time with a male. You are indeed honoured.’ The sales was confirmed, I felt I had nothing to lose. . I needed to know more, ‘Did you notice anything else Mrs Johnson?’ ‘I think it is apt for you to. Over the course of about the next 6 months i met Raj again when she had moved from the first house I saw her in to another one 100yards down the road that still belonged to her Uncle and family but was undergoing major refurbishment and as a very good friend of Jaz her uncle he asked if I could call in and make sure the builders were not messing around and staying on the job to long,Well of course for me it was an opportunity to talk with Raj and although she did not open up out of it came she. There was work, both the housework and the outside, real world work. It wasn't work for money though; it was another way to humiliate her.She got a job at a McDonalds, a place where she never thought that she would work. It was beneath her, it was a place that a girl who was expected to go to top tier college, Ivy League maybe, was never supposed to end up in.Her college aspirations have long passed. There was no need for college for her, she was smart, very smart, but higher learning was not.