" Lance shrugged. "A long time. Since we were freshman. Why?" Since before she joined the sorority?" I asked, ignoring his question for the moment."Ye...ah." He put his coffee cup down, folding his arms over his flat chest defensively. "Why do you ask?" Uh, well." I wiped my fingers over my mouth nervously. "I was wondering if, um ... if you were at her initiation?" Oh." Lance's blue eyes got a little bigger. "Ohhh..." he nodded like he understood. "You mean, was I the virgin that Susan brought.... While I had read a book while I noticed how there was a rustling in the bushes. I thought nothing of it at first, thinking it might be a cat, and read my book on. But again and again there was a rustling in the bushes, so I was intrigued, and then ran to the bushes. But I could not see. Put me back on my couch and me on sunned. I did not realize that watching me the whole time 2 men aged 22 years. Time passed and it was getting dark, it was already evening and I thought, it already has. Then he tried to move his feet in a little shuffle. She was dead, sniffling weight in his arms. So he tried to raise her with his arms, his strength, as he moved again. She shambled after him. Left foot, right foot. Turn. ‘I’m so scared,’ she said, and he could hear the tears in her eyes. He could hear them devour her overdone makeup. ‘Me too.’ ‘We are making such a huge mistake,’ she said, her voice hoarse and deep. ‘We’re just not ready. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry.’ . "Lisa gasped. "That sounds wonderful!"Again, I felt another pang for my masculine side. My engagement withLisa had endured several postponements, mostly due to scheduleconflicts--since we now worked together, it had been difficult to figureout a way to take time off together without leaving the hostess staffshort two girls. There was also the fact that I planned to get marriedin male mode, and would use my vacation time to temporarily remove mynails and forgo shaving."And," Carrie said, "I.