My job is such that coming out would ruin my career so I'm verycareful not to go too far. I'm sure some may suspect but I've becomequite the actor... ...or actress. I've joined a few local transgender groupsand I've gone out a few times (at night) while dressed but I still looklike a man with curves so passable I'm not. I'm very careful to keep mytwo worlds separate... well at least as much as possible.So on to the story...The urge to go out dressed was at it's peak during the spring of 2012.This. Oh, Carybaby, we're going to have such fun together! You'll love it, I knowyou will! Just try to be all the woman you can be! Let's go!"Go?! She means it! More than an "it"! Slowly, trying desperately todelay whatever her plan, I started to my feet. My heels made itdifficult. How do women in heels rise gracefully from the floor?"Oh, ahh ... Cary, do you have a girl's name? You need to feel you'rea different person whenever you're like this." Still Cary," I said. "But pronounced. .she liked it. Even though at times she liked it, she'd still scream. "Scream all you want" I said. "Noone is going to fucking hear you!" I grabbed her by her hair and brought her to the window, "look, I'll yell with you... HELP!... SOMEONE PLEASE HELP!" As Sara yelled with me, she began to breakdown with her screams for help turning more into cries "Pleee... hee... eease" she'd now cry. Still having her by the hair I pulled her head back close to my face and said "We're in the middle of. ’ She reached up to kiss him. Their mouths met with a light pressure, nibbling at first, gradually building up to more. He sucked her lower lip into his mouth, allowing her to tease his upper lip with her teeth. Knowing she was ready for it, he gently flicked his tongue across her lips then sent it sliding against her own and into her mouth. She sighed as they kissed, almost afraid she was actually dreaming, as she had many times already. His kiss was as close as she had ever experienced to.