The first man said, "You're going to walk down the stairs and into the car parked in front of the building. If you make any sudden moves, you'll pay f...or them later. Do you understand?" I nodded my head quickly. I looked around my apartment, taking one last glance at the life I was leaving behind, the life in which I had a bright future ahead of me. Instead, I would be a helpless plaything, a sexual toy that men and women would make use of and discard. Tears ran down my cheeks freely as I. My overweight, mistreated body I had stopped taking care of after some serious family trouble which had brought me into depression. He wouldn’t budge. So I picked up sports again and my weight slowly dropped, little by little. He, him. It was “him” for me, from morning to evening. It was “him” for me during my nights and my frequent masturbations. We talked about politics, about culture, music, articles – and sex. My list of punishments was getting longer. And then, he said it. “Come to X,. I wouldn't want to be around me either, at this point I think even the devil himself would spit me back out of hell.My whole life had been nothing but chaos and despair, even when I thought all hope was lost my feet kept going, my will kept persisting and I had no idea why. It was almost like a burning desire to keep going even if my mind kept playing its vicious games on me, throughout it all there was only one person I wanted to see again before I finally paid for all my sins. Only the gods. So that was all he had to take off. I remember hearing a voice say, "i love me a good white submissive ho" as i stood there. I turned around when i felt a few hands touch my ass, while taye grabbed my breast. When i looked i saw about 5 black men from the age of 19 to 26, not including taye and demarcus. I remember feeling the cold sensation of lube being put on my pussy, i remember taye pulling me towards him, then sitting on his cock, after that, i went blank for a while. Then what i recall.