" He unloaded into my mouth and I almost choked as it flooded my throat. It was a truly massive thick load and a few drops escaped but I gulped the ma...jority of it and gasped for air when my head was released from his grasp. Out of breath, he pulled up his jeans and grunted, “That was awesome.”We finished the smoke and headed back to the bike. I put the trash in the bin and he thanked me for lunch and the roar of the engine scared the birds as we departed. I wondered what was next as we raced. ‘Don’t you bloody dare do this to me, not tonight. Don’t you know how often when we have kissed I have wanted to turn my face an inch and taste your lips? Don’t you know that when we have sat in a car or on a sofa or in the cinema or In the pub with our knees touching how much I have wanted to press against you? Do you think that every waking moment with you I haven’t wanted to tell you? Did you not see the want in me when we undressed together for swimming, or for the play? When I did up your. Almost instantly when I thought I wasn’t going to make it, the vibrations stopped and I felt a big relief. ‘That was close’, I thought and when I opened my eyes, Brooke was away from the table in the other room. I went walking to her when she said, “What are you doing? You can’t leave until you clean up after dinner.” I turned and looked and saw a stack of pots and pans by the sink in additions to our plates. I walked back in with my heels clicking with each step and started to rinse the plates. No matter how much I wanted to." Abbey. You could have touched. Eaten. Indulged. Nobody has to know." I would know." You hold yourself to an impossible standard." If I truly want something, then I devise a way to get it. So if I never indulged, then I never truly…" Abbey kept her eyes on her untouched slice of chocolate decadence."You stay true to your heart." Will wiped his pink lips with his cloth napkin. "But, without a doubt, the cake has always been ready." I have made my decision..