That’s why I know she couldn’t have set anything up. She simply had gigs at places I was working. The first time was far out toward the end of the... line, in a residential neighborhood. I spotted her at the T stop because she was carrying her cello, and I got onto a different car—as far from her as I could, so she wouldn’t see me. But then there was that terrible coincidence of our going to the same place, so we ended up walking almost together. That’s how it goes. I tried to lag, but she stopped. Under the trees where we were we were getting ready was like a cave as we were surrounded by low bushy branches, it was two in the morning and i didnt give a fook at that moment. i started to sit down on the grass and he came right up to me and pulled my t-shirt off over my head i was nearly coming my load as all this was fantastic and he sat down next to where i was by now laying and i got hold of his knob and slowly started wanking him as he undid the buttons on my fly and i instinctivly. When he got a word in, her said, Jen, are you okay? I knew I couldnt hide anything from him. Im fine, I said. I do have something I need to talk to you about, though. Well… he answered. Well, lets get home and then we can talk, I said. Tom didnt say anything, and I could tell he was suddenly very concerned. We got to the house, and Tom said, well, what do we need to talk about? Lets get ready for bed, and then we can talk, I told him. He gave me a quizzical look, but took my bag to the bedroom,. She felt guilty about what she had said to Matt that day, and the whole thing with him. She kept telling herself he didn't care anymore. It would be conceited to think otherwise, she thought.She had half a mind to call him, and ask him to come over. Just to see if he would do it. Should she? She was so lonely, maybe he would forgive her for being a bitch and come over. Her parents were gone that night, plus, she reasoned, it's not like she was going to sleep with him again. She began to get.