Suddenly I noticed that her scarf was lying on the floor.and then I heard a sound that was smooching. I cautiously approached the door and peeked insi...de. My eyes went wide at what I saw. My lovely cousin was sitting in her boss Mohan’s lap wearing only her petticoat and brassiere.Her saree and blouse were lying discarded at her bed’s feet.Her boss an ugly bearded man was kissing her lips while his hands were inside her petticoat kneading her thighs.”Zop ata saali item” he said and pushed Rasika. Kneel on ze floor!’ From her cupboard she produces a wooden paddle – it looks the business. ‘Place your forehead on the carpet.’ I fall forward with my face close to the pile. The first blow is agony and pushes me forward – I can feel the colour drain out of my face… the pain is kind of sickening. She administers three more hard ones – I try to take it but I can’t. ‘Mercy Mistress, please, no more please!’ ‘It is not for you to ask for mercy… I will stop when I feel you’ve had enough… you. Phir neha ne mujhe dekha to jor se hass padi aur mujhe bhaut sharam aa rhi thi but mujhe aj pelhi bar virgin chut milne wali thi to me jyada exicted tha is liye me ladki banne ko tyar ho gya. Ab neha ne muhe apni tight shirt di jis k piche chain thi mene jaldi se shirt pehn li aur neha ne pichay se chain bandh kar di.Ab mujhe apne tight tight boobs feel ho rhe the aur ek ajeeb khushi bi mil rhi thi. Phir neha ne apni pajami di jo ki strech able thi. Pajami pehne me jyada prob ni hui bas kasa. LOL. Mom said If I was going to do this ... this retrospective ... I'd have to quit using computer speak.LOL means Laugh Out Loud or Laugh On Line ... depending on where you are. I'm on the computer so I guess it means Laugh On Line ... except ... I did laugh out loud. Mom even asked me what was funny ... and I'm writing this like a journal so I'm not on line.Retrospective means looking at the past ... my past. Introspective means looking inside yourself. I think I'm doing both.I met someone.