Perhaps when I die I will have another movie to live. I stop, hold my voice back, and then resume sensing how the vibration of my throat and the calm ...flutter inside when I tense, release, clasp, and then push open, extending diaphragm, as if that helped, to relax my arse, and push the veil out, make my secondary lips whole, as I felt, in the dream the dry head emerge, backward through my sucking cunt absorbed as a curse relieved. I do not live at my funeral. Nothing was left at the grave site.. Sunday arrived and Jaq was getting excited, she emerged from upstairs looking the part, little black dress, stockings, Lace black panties and some high heels. I said to Jaq that she would need to wear some different footwear and change her shoes later on. We set off with Jaq wearing a large overcoat to conceal her choice of outfit until we were in the woods. I parked the car nearby, took a blanket from the boot and we set off.We strolled for a short while and found a nice suitable spot, I knew. And I don’t want you boys calling all over just to see where I am.If I’m not home, try again later.I’m not your little kid, so don’t treat me like one… okay?”J.J. kissed Linda on the cheek and apologized again.“When you see uncle Don again, tell him hi for me.I gotta hit the road to Nashville in a couple of hours with a truck load of cantaloupe.Love you, Mom.” ************In the meantime, I was dealing with my own situation.When I called Sharon, she insisted we meet at her place after she. To which he replied that since the expressway was jammed all the vehicles had opted to take the old highway, and it clogged. Suddenly on the television sets news started pouring in of how the police had fired upon some villagers and the situation was going out of hand. Mom suggested that we avoid travelling today and we decided to halt at the lodging facility available at the same hotel. I disagreed to her and said that we’ll continue on our journey since I was not really feeling it comfortable.