It's part of the normal growing up that you still have to do. It won't hurt my feelings. I'll still be here when you get home." Are you sure you would...n't mind?" Neal asked. "Because I won't if you do." Neal, don't be ridiculous. I fully expect you to date girls and even probably have sex with some of them. How else are you going to one day find a girl to marry so you can have k**s of your own?" And we could still..." Neal, I'm always here for you. As long as you live in this house I'll suck. Now Zahirul asked me to take off my clothes I was shocked and said " Kya keh rahe ho aap". He said " Haan behenji kapde utaro". I said "Nahi mujhe chod do please main shaadi-shuda aurat hoon aur ek bachche ki maa bhi hoon ". Aur main rone lagi aur mere asoon behne lage. Zahirul ne kaha " Chup ho jaao nahi to maaroonga". I kept on crying and he slapped me hard on my face and I was in shock and saw stars but after a few moments I stopped crying and holding my hand in my cheeks bcoz mere gaal. " I know," I said, my heart sinking a little further. My nerves were seriously on edge, and the closer we got the more sure I was that I wasn't going to make it through the next fifteen minutes. But to have any chance at all I needed to keep up the facade. "I'm not going to jeopardize anything now, man," I went on. "I just want to give you that flash drive and get back to living again like you promised." Mm," he said ambiguously. I could take it as encouragement if I wanted, I supposed, but I. .. arrrr ... I guess that pretty well wraps things up here. But before I go I’m going to have a look out the back too. If everything I’ve heard is true then I guess I will have to send a memo off to HQ recommending that the ban on any church nudity be lifted immediately.”The guy then gave a sorry sort of a look at Don Weasley and said, “You might have mentioned this door thing to me sooner, Don. If I had known about it things might have been different but I guess it’s all too late now thanks to.