It seemed to work for both of us, so why change it now?"I think that's a decision that you have to make. You're the one who has set the pace and it's ...been working for us up 'til now. I'm always happy with whatever you choose to share with me and if you feel now is the time to share 'everything' then that's what we'll do."Brenda grew quiet and for some reason I got the sense that my answer had disappointed her.Sometimes girls just didn't make allowances for the fact that guys have a different. Not being able to fly means it’s a lot more of a hassle to head home during mid-contract (Impossible when I’m working East-Coast). As I expected, the shit had hit the fan when I arrived home. My missus had heard from a source (that fucking friend of hers) that I’d been seen getting leaving a casino with a young lady. I explained that I didn’t sleep with her (I used the Clinton Defence) as I guess that technically no penetration of vagina was involved. I’m a reasonably good liar though and. To jaise hi vo cofee leke aayi to mne himmat krke us se baat start ki or usko sorry bola.Bt vo haste huye baat kr rhi thi halki si smile b de rhi thi..Hm bus me baith gye or bus nikal li delhi k liye. Fir hm baate krte rhe to pta chala ki vo b chandigarh ki h or delhi kisi relative ki shaadi me jaa rhi thi. Baato hi baato m hmne number exchange kr liya. Usne kaha ki vo vapis chandigarh jaa kr mujhe call kregi…M b apna kaam krke vaapis chandigarh aa gya. Fir 1 week k baad uska call aaya or usne. . I gave it back. After that, I cried each night and rubbed my wrist missing what I had given up.” She made a funny noise and placed a hand on her tummy. “My baby just kicked. I never felt that before. It’s the first kick. This must be a sign. We were meant to be friends and I never should have turned away from you.”I half expected Erin to yell out something like not and how she couldn’t believe I would fall for that. She’d reveal all this niceness was just a prank. She had tried something.