After what happened to me before, I'm gonna have some kinda escape hatch spotted ahead of time whenever there's a chance that trouble will hit. Maybe ...it won't always work, but I ain't about to get caught with my pants down like that again. Not if I can help it. Even once is about two times too many. I've had a feelin' for quite a while that something was gonna pop around here sooner or later. I didn't know what it would be, but I figured it wouldn't hurt nothing to be ready when it did, is. " After a bit of thought, Leslie agreed, and Richard realized thatwhat he was about to do was unwrap a piece of plastic trash to uncoverconcentrated, raw sewage. Immediately, he gained a deep appreciationfor the world's parents and a low contempt for all the nonconsensualdiaper fetish stuff he'd seen. Doing this for someone he cared aboutwas bad enough; doing it to someone he hated, on an ongoing basis,would have required him to not be merely sadistic but entirely devotedto the cause of sadism,. ’ What does that mean? Should I be happy? Should I be glad? No, cured or not I still felt nothing but sadness. I guess that’s all there is to life. TO LIVE AGAIN It was another three years before I really knew who I was and what I was about. They told me my name was Sam Adams but it sounded rough on my tongue – like speaking a foreign language. I would sometimes stand in front of a mirror, saying the name over and over. My first trip to the store I brought some beer – I just grabbed some,. Mein jaise hi uske sath leta to zeenat bhi mere bistar par mujhse chipak kar so gayi, kash arsi aur ruksar bhi hoti to unko neeche aur upar leta kar box bana deta, khair chunki main thaka hua tha maine 2 ghante jm kar soya aur jagne ke bad zeenat ne kaha ki koi harz nahi hai salman tum to mereko periods mein hi chod do, aur boli tum to sirf pade raho tumhara land khada kar ke mein hi upar se chodungi aur tumhare ko jannat ki hur kaise chodti hai woh dikhaoongi, mein bhi bada lucky tha sari.