I am not good with change. I'm a more old fashioned leave it alone till it breaks type guy.Cindy and I (I'm Ron) have been married going on twenty-fou...r years. We have four kids, two grown and two teenagers. We don't have a lot, but what we have is ours. Don't really owe anybody. We have a small house but it's paid for. Our cars aren't the newest but there are no payments. We probably have a few credit card debts and that's about it. We're an average American family and try to live within our. Her planning was partly charity, but partly desire. She missed Larry.Danny came, reluctantly into her arms. She folded them around him. Her hug pressed her breasts against his chest. She was an old woman, Lance’s mother for God’s sake; but he still got a hardon. He twisted so it wouldn’t be pressing into her leg.“It’s all right,” she said. “That’s a natural reaction. I don’t reject you because you have an erection.”His ears burned. He tried to twist away, but she was stronger than an old woman. She thought he would rape her but murder was his goal. As the rope was tightened she struggled to free herself. She choked as tears of pain streamed down her face. Her attacker smiled but Nozomi couldn't see his face as it was too dark. She tried to loosen the rope. It was too much, she lost consciousness. Her attacker enjoyed every second of it. He held the rope tightly until there was no movement from his victim. No pulse, no breathing. Nozomi Ishikawa was dead.Luckily the attacker lived. He never said “I love you” instead letting the act speak for itself. He worried his words would wake me and ruin my sleep so he kept quiet. It didn’t matter, I was awake anyway waiting for the kiss that made me feel warm inside.One of the other wonderful things about my husband is he kept himself in shape. Being a former Marine gave him a strong sense of discipline and it stayed with him his entire life. He took pride in telling me unlike other husbands in their upper fifties he could look down.