.. I mean...” scoffed Dearie, leaning back against a pillow against the bed head, smiling down at her chest and beaming with pride and pleasure. “...What are you doing darling?”Nash was fiddling with a minute piece of white cotton and getting frustrated as he turned it, twisted it, flattened it, stretched it, finally handing it to Dearie’s outstretched hand.“Trying to help you get ready my sweet and thought I’d get your undies out. How you girls work out the right way to put these thongs on beats. He is a rapist.He puts all of his penis in me then is motionless."Oh fuck! You're everything I knew you would be." I am repulsed by how pleased he sounds.I'm glad I have my pillow so I can cry loudly into it and it muffles my sounds.My butt is slapped. "Hey, I asked you how old you were when you lost your virginity."I didn't hear the first time he asked. I sputter out, "16." Was it good?" It was okay," I croak. I really don't want to talk about my first time having sex with my rapist.His penis. It was quite tight on her, so it supported her boobs and kept the nipples pointing slightly upwards.Speaking of pointing upwards, I could tell that Gustav fully agreed with me that Julie looked extra-desirable!I finished my tea."Vee, why don't we bring your mattress in here, like we did with the twins, and then there will be plenty of room for the three of us?" That's a very good idea!"The three of us went into Vee's room and grabbed her mattress and bedding, and the two girls made us up a. I sat there reviewing in my mind what I had just done, the man I had just sucked off came out of the toilet, he was in his thirties, nice looking, he went to a station wagon, there was a woman and a couple of small c***dren waiting for him, he got in the car, started it and pulled away, he made eye contact with me as he passed oh god he knew, he knew I was his cocksucker. I sat there for a long time thinking about what I had done, yes I liked it, I think, would I do it again, I had to know..