“ It was hard to breathe. All I could think about was Jr. and Karen. Then everything went black.I had just walked in the office when my mom called. ...Mom seemed happier with me since Jacques was out of my life on a regular basis.I said, “Hi Mom, What’s up?”She screamed, “JAN! OMG! JAN! ALLEN’S BEEN SHOT! An ambulance just brought him into the emergency room. It’s bad, Honey. I just got here and they were doing CPR on him. I don’t know if he’s going to make it. OMG! JAN, HURRY.”I said “OK MOM, I’m. The idea is not to swallow it. Simply slide it under your tongue, and hold it there. When possible, remove it. It will take time, and you will need to be able to speak without the slightest lisp, otherwise the nurses catch on fairly quickly."Lolita's brow furrowed a bit more.Greevly smiled, between his pale white front teeth was the oval pill. Lolita's eyebrows raised. She hadn't notice anything in his mouth as he spoke. She thought he had swallowed it. He swallowed again before pulling out. Garrett, one of the guys in the room said, "She is such a hoe, I bet she goes to bukkake parties every weekend."Everyone laughed as did I but truthfully, I had no idea what that meant. I am the curious type by nature and needed to know the definition of bukkake, so off to the side, I googled it in the urban dictionary and was horrified and secretly excited to learn what it meant. To paraphrase, I learned it was when a girl has three or more guys jack off on her. My sexual experiences to that. Now and then, part of a face would appear - an eye, a nose, full lips, a square jaw - but just as it began to resemble a man who was known to her, it vanished again in shadow, teasing her with its familiarity, promising her nothing but sex, the jutting cock always in full view. Then, for an instant, she saw Steven's face, first in shadow, then in the shifting ambers and golds of the firelight. She blinked, trying to focus, at first sure that his face was a vision like all the others. But the.