Finally, I realized where we were. Julie had led us to an overlook in the park. It was well off the path. From the sounds of laughter, others weren’...t too far away but we were shielded from their view. We walked onto the deck that had been built on the overlook. I leaned against the rail and looked down, noticing the very long drop off. As I did this, I felt Julie come up behind me. She must have been standing on her tip toes because in one instant I felt her boobs press against my back and she. And I love you, so, very, very much. The first time I made love to your mother, she was your age. You are so lovely. For your mother, the birthing of you proved too much for her, I guess. I blame myself. The greatest sadness of my life is all tied to your mother taking ill and dying.”Swishing the nightdress, back and forth, while twisting one of my feet, trying my best to burn a hole in the carpet, I couldn’t believe what my father was telling me. Emotions swept over me like ocean waves. Our line did a great job blocking, I was able to gain 4 or 5 yards on every carry and was able to keep getting first downs. The other team knew what we were doing but they couldn’t stop us. After my last run, the clock expired and the team put me up on their shoulders and carried me off the field. We hadn’t scored but we had run out the clock and won the game. The victory party that night was where I actually met Julie. When Jerry and I got to the party everyone started cheering and. He also has a good sense of humor and is a true gentleman. He was supposed to come by and pick me up at 7, so Ihad to hurry up.I began my preparations by shaving my face very closely, then shaving around my 'cunt'. One of my former boyfriends had suggested that I remove the hair around my opening, because it was irritating his cock. I tried it and found out that the hair was also irritating me during sex. Also, it was easier to keep myself clean without the hair.Continuing, I douche myself.