Again we kiss, long and hard....Nicki now starts to fidget as she feels my hard cock dig into her thigh. I know she wants it but I'm in a mischievous ...mood today and I come out with, "No touching… you can do that later. I have to get on with my work. Now get off me!" Nicki looks at me with a confused look then after a soft growl she responds, "You're a rotten bugger, Randi!" We both laugh, though mine is full of mischief and hers is slightly forced. Nicki now begrudgingly lifts herself off my. For a hundred dollars more a week I could have had a cabin without an adjoining space, but, as it was, I could barely afford this luxury. Fortunately, the apartment next to mine was empty and I was eager for complete solitude. Each cabin had a stone fire place, a sofa, a desk, a small kitchen, a tiny bedroom with a double bed. The small porch had a large stack of fire wood and some kindling. It also had two rocking chairs in case someone stopped by for conversation. I got myself into a routine. I went to an adult bookstore and bought a book on anal sex. I began to read up - took a few times because i'd get all worked up and cum all over myself while reading. Eventually I learned to push as I tried to get a dildo in my ass. I had bought a dildo that was advertised to be as realistic as they come and had a suction cup I could stick on the edge of the bath tub - I always did my playing in there before taking my daily shower. It took me a while to get used to this, it always hurt some. Your kindred soul, PaulineOctober 6, 1894Good Friend Pauline,Let me say first of all that it would be rather presumptuous of me to advise you on such matters. I am not, after all, one of that tribe of Yellow Press scribblers who have attained a measure of notoriety by dispensing soothing bromides and shopworn nostrums to care-burdened readers. Moreover, we van Burens are in the habit of keeping our own counsel. You, however, have grown so very dear to me over the years that I cannot withhold.