I don't think we could have kept her from seeing the pain that we were both in. Both Arnie and I were in mourning. He had lost the woman he loved... and I had lost my body. We both took the week off work. I could see the pain in Arnie's eyes every time he looked at me. I was the living reminder that his wife was gone and we exploded into screaming matches of blame on several occasions. I didn't know what I could do. I had to face the fact that my own body would be dead soon. I had. Fir usne or btaya ki uske ghar wale kaafi rich family se belong krte hai, ad uska husband saudi me job krta h, vo 3-4 mahine me ata hai 10-15 din ke lie bs,Me- maine pucha, baki tym kaise mann lagta hai, and ghr me or kaun kaun hai,Vandana- to usne kaha ki mere saas sasur hai bs 3bhk flat me reh rhey hai vo, nad vo regularly gurgaon apne parents k pas visit krti rehti hai.Me- maine fr se pucha ki bina husband kaise mann lagta hai tumhara, itnhi khoobsoorat ladki ko neendkaise aa jati hai akele. Kind of like competition in a way. When we had sex with each other, we had an emotional attachment. When we had sex with other people, it was fucking for pure physical enjoyment.She would take me into local strip clubs and pay for girls to give me lap dance upon lap dance, while I did the same with her. This was ok, yet we decided to up the ante by visiting couples bars. We went to a couple of swingers events locally. The first couple, she was somewhat uncomfortable, and the two of us did more. I almost felt ashamed and embarrassed when I changed my search topic from creampie to bizarre. At first I was ready to see something repulsive and having me click the back button in fear, however I saw a thumbnail of a woman engaged in sex with a dog that resembled my Eli! Of course I clicked on it and watched it and realized it was my spark.It was evident I have grown bored of the norm, for within 2 min of this video I was really slippery and pounding with excitement. I quickly slid out of.