Well ... I just don’t know what happened. It’s all just gone horribly wrong. First I thought my friend, Carrie Pearson, had dropped dead on me. Yo...u were there, Kate. You saw how she fainted again. But not only that ... it looks like all the great advances the church had been making in accepting full nudity within the congregation has all been undone by this anti-nudity group that has slowly been growing in strength for weeks now. I was really hoping I would be able to start going to church. " Somehow, feeling us both coming as we looked into each other's eyes with wonder was so overwhelming that the tears I saw in her eyes were reflected in my own."I understand it's not a virgins' club and just signing the agreement doesn't mean that no one will ask me to be sexual, but I also know that if I say no you'll all honor it. I don't even really want to date that much. You've let me sit with you at lunch ever since school started and I've really liked it and enjoyed talking with you all.. If I asked her a question about him, she would try to answer it as completely as she could so that I would understand what had happened. But she never tried to consciously turn me against him. She was of the opinion that I was created because of the love of two people and although they ended up splitting up later and getting divorced, that she should not try to make me feel bitter toward my Father." Your Mother was a special person, wasn't she?" She was a saint. As hard as her life was, I never. "You're so beautiful." All I could do was heave an awkward laugh of relief. "You're lovely too, Laura. Ready to slip into character? Or should we...?"Yes, yes of course. I'm new to this. It's just so good to meet you finally." We shared a moment of smiles, and palpable relief.I ventured out first, "Ok so, 'mom'. Can I come in?" This was our role play, a sexy game of mother & daughter. Laura nodded and moved aside. I stepped through the doorway into the fresh, potpourri freshened entryway of her.