I just couldn’t figure out what it was.I was brought back out of self-pity mode into reality.The motor of the van roared loudly in the distance, lik...e a giant angry beast.The next second it came around the corner heading towards me at a breakneck speed. That was my chance I thought vaguely. I was looking forward to catching another glimpse of the woman. I stood up, as the car came closer.Through the windshield I saw her face.And she looked back at me.And then she drove past me.But before I could. She seemed to be dumb with shocked surprise, and went deadly pale. I was afraid to glance at Alice lest I should catch her eye and betray her.With an effort, Mrs. Blunt stammered brokenly, "Do you mean to say ... that Alice and I ... are going to be ... to be..." She stopped abruptly, unable to express in words her awful apprehension."Fucked is the word you want, I think, dear Mrs. Blunt!" I said with a smile."Yes, dear ladies, as you are so very kind, I shall have much pleasure in fucking you. He also was saying, there cannot be any bad things happening in the village during this festival time. We had a few drinks and I was feeling sleepy.I told him and started back to my room. When I was walking in the corridor, Rani came in front of me and this time I looked into her eyes. I had some feelings for her. I knew this was wrong but don’t know why kept staring at her eyes. She did the same for a minute and then her husband called. She just smiled and left.The next morning I woke up at 6. And there's something addictive about being able to give your partner that much pleasure."Her eyes were huge. "Really?" she said. "Carolyn does that for you? You do it to her?"Should he be honest?"Truthfully?" he said carefully. "Yes and no. Yes, Carolyn does it for me quite often, but she doesn't let me do it for her." Why?" Ellie asked, her brow furrowed."Well, as you might expect," he said, "Carolyn has some body-image issues. And her parents, her mother specifically, taught her that oral.