Perhaps it was a mistake going to the Christmas party, because what I saw and heard there last night just made me want to give in to my boyfriend righ...t away.So much so that I have telephoned him this morning - I couldn't help it. I hope he doesn't think I'm a cheap girl, offering up my puki to him. But I really want to see him again and let him lead me gently towards having sex with him. Even if I'm still nervous of letting go, I seem to be led onwards all the time. I just don't seem to be in. I was wearing somewhat tight training pants and there was no place to hide. Because of the state I was in, I didn’t mind the discomfort. It felt both weird and exciting at the same time. I was lying on my back and could feel a semi-erection build up. My mom wasn’t really looking in my direction, but she would occasionally turn her head around when she had something to say. I wasn’t really watching the movie.Instead, I got lost in my thoughts and wondered whether my mom had a good sex drive, if. As the day wore on, he peed a few times, satisfying my thirst each time.Every so often, I would moan “Ahhhhhhhh! Ah! Ahhhhhhhhh! Ah!” trying to hit upon that random Morse code safe-word that Diane told him she would use.That evening, he dropped a pill of some kind into my mouth. It was chewy and tasted like strawberry, like a multi-vitamin. Then he gave me a squirt of piss to wash it down.The following day, my own poo was loose and watery into that Tupperware tub under my ass. Cleaning that up. After eating I came back to the cabin and seen Tim pushing the beds together. I asked where Bill was, he said Bill went to the boathouse. I asked if I could help, Tim smiled and said come here. He sat on the bed and pulled my shirt over my head and kissed my chest, then sucked my nipples till they were stiff. Then he pulled my shorts down and grabbed my waist. Pulling me to him he sucked my dick into his mouth. He wet his fingers and rubbed my butthole. When Bill came in I was bearly able to.