Nothing can harm her. There is nothing to fear.? And then I began to add the sexual aspect of what I hoped for to the hypnotic assignment.?Tell her th...at my seed is yummy. Impress upon her that it is the most delicious thing she has ever tasted. Tell her that it is my seed, and the essence of who I am. It is the most crucial part of my soul. Make her know that when she swallows it, she has the essence of my love inside of her, keeping her safe. Impress upon her strongly, that she will be able to. When it struck her that blindfolded, she would only recognise her husband because he smelled of nothing but soap, Helen began to connect Jurgen’s phobic cleanliness with his sexual behaviour.Helen told me then, without any of the salacious bravadoes she enjoyed in our sex talks, that she believed that Jurgen had always sexually desired her and that he still did. When it came to making love to her, however, his phobia of cleanliness and skin contact created for him a, probably, unresolvable. I was told by the university that I must go back to the junior college to get my 2 year degree in order to be readmitted. So, I went back to the junior college and was hooked up with a 4 yr academic counselor to help me the way. He was in his mid forties at the time and I was about 19. I really liked him and we got a rapport going on. I saw him as a substitute father figure who understood my angst about college that my father couldn’t relate. As we got to know each other, the counselor. Of course, I hadn't talked much to him except during the game and practices. I would have to make sure I got hold of him when we got back to school. Back to school? It just dawned on me that Jerry wasn't on the bus, yet Jeff was going home."Where is Jerry?" I asked."Oh, he headed home on Wednesday," Jeff replied. "He had to go home early." I hope nothing was wrong!" Oh, no, my sister is getting married and he is going to be in the wedding party and needed to get home before tonight. I had.