When the person on the other end answered, Mike said, “This is Mike. Bethesda Hospital, room 10, at seven tonight. Call our mutual friend. It’s an... emergency.”After Mike hung up the phone, Cathy asked, “Who did you call?”“You’re not cleared to know that,” Mike answered in a sharper voice than he intended. Seeing the hurt expression on her face, he said, “I’m sorry, Cathy. There are some things that I have to keep secret. Believe me; you already know far more than you’re cleared to know.”Cathy. It was like when you open the door of a room where you expect to find someone but all you see is the nothing inside the room, so all you can do is close the door and deal with the nothing or leave it hanging open for no good reason. ‘I think I’m going to head out west,’ Aldan said, and Chano looked at his friend with surprise. ‘Where’d that come from?’ ‘Always wanted to. Drive along Route 66, see all those old gas stations, run down stores, old motels.’ ‘Well, I guess you can do that then.’. Jack was enjoying this new sensation to the full but it wasn’t going to be for long. Susan was also eyeing up Jack’s ‘new-and-improved’ penis and was getting very restless to lose her virginity to it.After Susan had quickly put all the towels and shaving stuff to one side she plunged her mouth right over Jack’s cock and began to suck the very life out of it. She then took her mouth off his cock and lunged at Jack’s nipples and sucked the life out of them too. Susan then lunged at Jack’s mouth. She was the only one that understood it but I couldn’t even unload my issues on her. She didn’t need my problems as well as her own. Hearing your friend tell you that she cuts herself rather than talk about her feelings is indescribable. I completely froze and prayed that she was joking. But she wasn’t. That evening I cut my hand in an attempt to shock her into quitting. She saw it the next day. She was hurt but my plan failed. I know that was ridiculously stupid. The shame you feel.