He looked at me and carefully studied my face. “I think part of you liked it,” he said.I have to admit there were times that it was kind of intere...sting. I also liked the attention I got and the fact that Sheila seemed to enjoy it when I told her stories about what my sister made me do.“It was probably like a roller coaster ride. You couldn’t put the brakes on or steer where you were going. You got a little adrenalin rush, didn’t you?” he asked. I nodded in agreement. “Your mother does too. The. Leaning further she took it in her mouth and brought it to full rigidity with a few strokes of her tongue. His hands stroked her hair and guided her slightly as he woke to that most pleasant of sensations.However, this was not to last, as he pushed her away and said, "No time for that. Breakfast needs me."Gently she tried to correct his English, "You mean 'I need breakfast', darling." No," a trace of irritation in his voice, "I mean that I must be on duty downstairs while our guests have. They have had a hard enough time as it is and need support, notpressuring and as I say nothing can change what I have now started.I will probably have to give Gavin's wedding a miss as things arebeginning to show and I would not want to cause any embarrassment tothe family or to myself for that matter.You and my family are the only ones that know and I would like to keepit as confidential as possible for the time being. Even my children'spartners do not know and until they are ready to tell. There is always a special sweetness shown when a mother hugs one of her kids.Sue said, "Go get your teeth brushed and face washed to go to the Vatican. Make sure you put on the clothes we picked out for today. We're going to go to Mass with Juanita inside a big church this morning." The two girls left, running for the ladder or stairs that would take them below to the crew quarters.Today, our second day touring Rome will be fun. It's been so interesting; we may spend three days in Rome so we.